• I Don't Look Like I Have An Eating Disorder, But It Runs My Life

    14 days ago - By Scary Mommy

    I don't look like your typical eating disorder patient. I am neither thin nor fat. I'm pretty average, but I struggle with every piece of food that goes into my mouth. I have an addictive personality. There's been booze and cigarettes, thankfully no drugs or gambling, but now it's food. I've binged and purged and starved, but now, it's an obsession. I can't eat anything without thinking about it. How many calories? How much fat? Where will it land on my body? Will black yoga pants and a T-shirt cover it all? It's exhausting and depressing and I can't get past it. Even with therapy, food is...
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